sow your seeds and reep what may grow

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my lady saw fit to increace our number and take on my recomendation of one more. now we are three posably to be four, this will be fun the next time i am alowed to esbbat. but down to the more inportant job it means i can be freeded up to run the bissness. as our new freind seams very capable, sigh her and my lady have water under the bridge and i cant help but wonder what, why did this one not make it to being my ladys child or why they did not stay together. inside i want to potect my lady brush this one aside and skream whys at her. but this is meanless. she will not harm my lady still i will watch for now untill i am satified. looks like my training from days of being a day walker still haunt me. never trust any one to back you up till you can read there mind.

tryed to throw out that dammed cloak again but what hapenes no matter how far i take it from my lady it turns up the next night, so with a sigh i fixed it again. dose any one see the little things i do? or understand that thow i may be undead my heart sill beats? to many habbits from being a day walker tanting my blood, i expect soon to lose some of my caring.

hell death and fear ranged at the last esbbat and all i could do was watch not caring who the suckker was, he had not crossed my path and was no threat to my lady, then they will see this one bair its fang. you dont suvive very long on the dark streets with out being to smell the wind.

scrounged a good table to day, a nice solid peace of wood. still working on the tec stuff i want, one day ill get all the parts together.

Sometime between now and the next Esbat ...

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