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May. 2nd, 2007
like stone to watch
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2light4dark.livejournal.comthe order came and like we all knew she would she left alone. but no order to stay behind was given, just the quiet words, she did not need us.
still i followed expecting at each step to be turned back. i was not and so there conversation i was privvy to. then when they move again i followed and was not stoped. it could have been i was expected to be my ladys shadow, for am i not at esbbat her constant thorn. and so it was part of the plan for my eyes to witness his actions. still they arived at the destination and in i went still suprised that i was not driven back. no i was let quietly watch, as i let the ice take hold so i could rember. forced my self to watch, and not turn from her. to hear just so she knew it was not in vain. my precance so close yet a world away.
it was her sarifce to come, this was mine to record the poceadings. i had seen torcher before on the street. but he had skills even i had to marval at. for now i am still gattering my thoughts and have a pack to keep strong. none shall stop the ritual that must be paformed, alas i must also bloody my hand to prove my worth and remind myself, i am not a child on the beach any more making sandcastles.
i dair not whisper to her, for i fear what i would say. i dair not touch her flesh, thow i want to fel her blood, to understand and bring comfort. no like stone i must observe, this will be one of my hardest jobs and i dont get payed.
if nothing i am having a good education in the book of nod, this should please my lady.
still i followed expecting at each step to be turned back. i was not and so there conversation i was privvy to. then when they move again i followed and was not stoped. it could have been i was expected to be my ladys shadow, for am i not at esbbat her constant thorn. and so it was part of the plan for my eyes to witness his actions. still they arived at the destination and in i went still suprised that i was not driven back. no i was let quietly watch, as i let the ice take hold so i could rember. forced my self to watch, and not turn from her. to hear just so she knew it was not in vain. my precance so close yet a world away.
it was her sarifce to come, this was mine to record the poceadings. i had seen torcher before on the street. but he had skills even i had to marval at. for now i am still gattering my thoughts and have a pack to keep strong. none shall stop the ritual that must be paformed, alas i must also bloody my hand to prove my worth and remind myself, i am not a child on the beach any more making sandcastles.
i dair not whisper to her, for i fear what i would say. i dair not touch her flesh, thow i want to fel her blood, to understand and bring comfort. no like stone i must observe, this will be one of my hardest jobs and i dont get payed.
if nothing i am having a good education in the book of nod, this should please my lady.
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