Feb. 2nd, 2009
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I left all that behind!
I don't know what's happening any more. It'd been working, I'd been in control. Of my future. Of myself. And now... Now I'm lying in a rubble-filled alley, trying to shelter from the driving rain, naked and shivering as the water washes away the blood that coats my body. Not my blood. I guess it's some small mercy that I don't know who's. I need fur, need to remember how, but all I can think of is the screaming, the explosions.
The crowd started running, there was terror on the wind, people running, screaming. Someone said something about a bomb or terrorists or something and it all went to hell. I remember the fear, another explosion nearby sent bodies scattering across the street. I remember the girl, tumbling like some grotesque doll as she flew, one arm missing, across my vision. Then I just remember the fear. Running. Fleeing.
That guy, Tolly. I was going to meet with the werewolves today, but apparently there was some seriously crazy shit going on and it would be a really bad idea for me to go meet them today. Did they cause this?
I'm not a damned monster!
Who the hell am I kidding?
Fuck I'm hungry.
Fuck I'm cold.
Shit! Where's the knife!?
I don't know what's happening any more. It'd been working, I'd been in control. Of my future. Of myself. And now... Now I'm lying in a rubble-filled alley, trying to shelter from the driving rain, naked and shivering as the water washes away the blood that coats my body. Not my blood. I guess it's some small mercy that I don't know who's. I need fur, need to remember how, but all I can think of is the screaming, the explosions.
The crowd started running, there was terror on the wind, people running, screaming. Someone said something about a bomb or terrorists or something and it all went to hell. I remember the fear, another explosion nearby sent bodies scattering across the street. I remember the girl, tumbling like some grotesque doll as she flew, one arm missing, across my vision. Then I just remember the fear. Running. Fleeing.
That guy, Tolly. I was going to meet with the werewolves today, but apparently there was some seriously crazy shit going on and it would be a really bad idea for me to go meet them today. Did they cause this?
I'm not a damned monster!
Who the hell am I kidding?
Fuck I'm hungry.
Fuck I'm cold.
Shit! Where's the knife!?