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[identity profile] annwfyn.livejournal.com posting in [community profile] zg_shadows
Last night I dreamed I was at that ball again.

The man I loved put an arm around my waist, and spun me in and out of candlelight and shadow.

"I love you," I said.

And then the ballroom dissolved into blood and flame.

I woke up drenched in my own bloodsweat, and found myself retching on the floor. I shouldn't still feel like this. It was just a dream, and it all happened a lifetime ago. I shouldn't still wake up sweating and puking like this.

Elias cleaned me up and stroked my hair, just as he did when I first came to, bloodied and born again. He wrapped my soft woollen shawl around my shoulders, and murmured gentle words in my ear.

"They are dead," I said, and he wiped bloodied tears away from my eyes. "They are all dead. I couldn't stop anyone from dying. And it was such a beautiful place."

"Shhhhh..." Elias crooned, and rocked me back and forth. "A good angel came and took them away. They are all safe now. Kemuel has taken them."

"I don't pray to Kemuel," I said, and stared at my hands. "I don't know who I used to pray to. Do Catholics pray to angels?"

Elias kissed my forehead. "You're not a Catholic anymore, precious. You're an angel. You're my own, perfect angel."

He laid out a ball dress, just like the one I always wear in my dreams. "You'll look perfect tonight," he said.

I stared in flat eyed misery at another perfect dress, laid out in the same perfect room.

I think I knew then that the time had come to leave.

Date: 2007-01-03 12:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bringeroflight.livejournal.com
Because a Malkavian is the only person mad enough to wear that dress?

Malkavians dressing each other?

Date: 2007-01-03 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adze.livejournal.com
*thinks back to some of the Cam Malkavians*

*shudders*

*shiver*

Date: 2007-01-03 12:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] adze.livejournal.com
Hmm. There's something really creepy about Elias, in my reading of that...

Date: 2007-01-03 01:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twicedead.livejournal.com
What you need is a squeaky toy! And to be ten years old! And to have a whacky catch-phrase like "I like sporks"! You'll be the best Malkavian ever...

Date: 2007-01-03 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] castorlion.livejournal.com
His name isn't Benjamin, it's Benji.

He's a small grey dog with a golden robot companion who looks after an exiled prince from another planet.

So there.

Date: 2007-01-03 05:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twicedead.livejournal.com
Sally, Can I have 500 500xp BSD legends? Please? Now? Just for a day?

Date: 2007-01-03 10:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isalani.livejournal.com
you know that despite it you'd still loose.

Just something about the quality of the people who play them - maybe if you turned up yourself it might work.

Who am I kidding :)

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